I woke up this morning so sad without any reason, that my first thought was just to roll on the other side and sleep on. I haven’t had that feeling in a very long while. When you just stand in the shower and you don’t know if is the water or your tears. I felt quite overwhelmed with that feeling, but I decided that step by step I have to do something about it. I can’t tell you, that while I am writing it unbelievable joy is bursting out of me. Not really. But I feel a tiny bit better. I started with very simple things. I took that long shower everyone always tells you to take to feel better. It didn’t do any miracles, but I woke up and was fresh and my muscles were a bit more relaxed. This tiny bit of feeling better is sometimes a lot. The second step was to be able to look in the mirror and kind of like the reflection in there. So obviously make-up. Nothing fancy. Some good coverage foundation, brows, blush and mascara. And then I realised I was getting really hungry. I could do just bread and eggs, but even though I love breakfast like that it didn’t spark any joy while I thought about it. I neede something special and it has been a while since the last time a had some fluffy pancakes. These are really airy and light. If you like pancakes you will love these ones. All you need is:
- 2 eggs
- 2 spoons of crystal sugar
- 5 spoons of natural yoghurt
- 6 spoons of flour
- 1 teaspoon of baking soda
Whisk the eggs with sugar then add yoghurt. To all the wet ingredients add flour and baking soda. Fry on favourite oil until they have a nice golden colour. Decorate them with natural yoghurt and favourite berries.
Now after a very dark morning with wind and rain, a little bit of sun came out. My son is sleeping and I guess I will clean now this mess after the pancakes in the kitchen. Next step to feeling better will be leaving the house in the afternoon. A little walk, maybe a new face-mask and something cheerful to watch in the evening. I should make it until tomorrow. And with a new day, there is always a chance for a better mood.